I am writing this from cloud 9. I told H that the last time i felt like this, i had just taken MDMA and gotten fucked in the ass. as i write this, i am coming down from a serene and peaceful state of mind. very similar to the one you get from taking MDMA. Thanks drugs for giving a common language that all can agree on. (:
so how did i get here to this state of being? as i was in that head space, i could hear my mind attempt to make sense of my happenings and create frameworks to create the same results. I smiled warmly and shared this with H. I told her that the way i was fucking her tonight, was really no different in technique than the way i fucked her yesterday. What made sex tonight different was, well, a lot of things. One commonality, we kept on pointing towards the truth. It can be a dark and squirrely line to follow, but goddamn if you don't end up in an untouched paradise when your feet touch the ground. (if they ever do touch the ground...)
And then there was this fucking mosquito! Not the first night we've heard it, and here(hear) it was again, buzzing with that high pitched whine. So we decided it was time to hunt. We turned on the lights, cocked our guns and set off on a safari. Within 4 minutes, after setting out H as bait, we see that the dreaded mosquito has directed its appetite at me. So i start calling out positions, "Left scapula! Right middle back! On my butt!" Now H has a lock, and WHAM! "Did you get it??" i asked. I make her take a picture. It's a bloodbath. At least two inches of smeared blood and mosquito. She is my warrior queen i think as she heads off to the bathroom to wash her hands saying, "ew, ew, ew" as she goes.
Remember those little bottles/pills you see in gas stations called Spanish fly? Well we thought about those during our bout with the mosquito and thought, "fuck spanish fly, you know what a real aphrodesiac is? eating good healthy food, exercising regularly, and speaking the truth."
But, but truth is scary! Yep, and so is a turned on woman and man.
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